I marvel at how intertwine we are into everything else whether we accept it or not! The freeing process of oneself after the tearing apart from all that is the return of the giddiness of youth! Not the youth of today...true youth of an older time, where to use that expression denoted SO much...so much hope, so much love, so much daring, so much courage, so much non doubting, so much joy, so much reverence of what was... So much EXCITEMENT! That is what i am feeling a little of today.
It is very true that it is always those you hold dearest to you that will attempted to strip you of all! Although I fully recognize that my continued awareness of such sentiment and thought, must veritably bring more of these circumstances to me... but knowledge applied is movement towards freedom, so I accept my state as fully as possible as i eagerly embark on even more!
Most of my life has been defined by sheer will that would magically produced all that I desired. I remember I had such audacity...such hope lol. I simply refused all that I did not want and only focus on all that I wanted!
Adulthood is threatening steal from my person....the giddiness and innocence with which i followed the wind, off the cliff of the highest mountain (to the shouts of YOU FOOL) only to be ceremoniously caught half way down...in midair by angels of the purest form, come to witness and sing praises to our ALL for the courage of mankind as we have known on earth.
My prayer is may this courage rebirth me in its eternal youth of miraculous nonconformism except its submission to the ALLLLLLL the only _______ that is worthy!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
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